I thought i would give this a go since ive enjoyed reading everyone else's diaries.

Thursday 19th August

Im 11 weeks and 2 days pregant with my first i had the midwife for the 2nd time 2day she just took blood i was under the impression she might have a feel at my tummy but she never (if any other pregant ladies had there tummy felt would like to know)

First scan is on the 25th and im just counting down the days now im so excited and so nervous at the same time. Ive been really lucky these past 5 weeks, i went through every symptom in the space of 2 weeks and the only thing bothering me now is a little bit of back ache.

Getting close to telling everyone at my work (my boss knows) im so close with every1 and considered the baby of the company how do i tell them im havn a baby??? i know they will be all be supportive its just a hard situation to bring up lol Any adivce more than welcome.

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aww congrats hun hope everything goes goos and bet ur well excitited about ur scan xxxxxx

Monday 30th August

Finally got my scan last wednesday feels a bit more real now. Felt so bad when i couldnt see the heart beat but once the scanner moved round a bit could see it so clearly. I used to always wonder what the big deal was but now i know its one of the most amazing things to ever see. Got a new due date of Sunday 13th March

Started a list of food that makes me sick. Fish was number one but have now added bacon as of this morning. Got major heartburn aswel and rennies just arent helping. its horrible getting that hot feeling in your chest :(

Everyone is convinced that mini j is a baby boy apart from my mum who thinks a girl dont mind what i get tho Got a very nice shock from some of my male friends i thought once they found out they wud be like "oh no babys bye bye" but they have been wonderfull so supportive offering lifts and building things for the baby its nice to know my son/daughter will have good male influences in their lifes

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[i]that is abit wierd ...that he doesnt want anything to do with baby... But then... he wants scan pics... :S

hmm id be careful about tht one he wil prob change his mind... But then again i guess.. he is the dad... hmmm :S

Oooo any of these male friends.... u no.... Boyf material for ya then hun?? N naaaaa people love babies these days lol dont no many who wanna run a mile!
lol

Glad ur all good ,
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Ok im glad its not just me i dont get it he isnt even in the same country as me now. i didnt bother sending them i think it would just cause to much agro and if he really wants to move on i dont think id be helping by sending pics.

em ive been mad about one of them for a long time we did have a thing going before i fell pregnant when he text me sayn congratz he asked if i was 100% sure this baby wasnt his he sounded a bit gutted when i said i was sure :( and the other one im close with known him for 7 years and he is brilliant and i suppose we have always been a bit "closer" but nuhn has ever happend or spoke about but we have a good friendship

it would be nice to think if i am ment to be with some1 its some already in my life

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[i] yea hun sending him pics deffo not making him move on... :S
is he going to be coming back to this country?/ and does he live close 2 u ?

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yeh defs think im best just leaving it.

nah im from scotland he is from england so he isnt close n probz not he works abroad most the year so probz not gonna hear from him much which is fine by me i dont even think he wanted to be involved judging by what he said he just said that cause its what he thought he had to do. but that isnt the case.

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Thursday 9th September

Well nearly 14 weeks now feels like everything is going in slow motion at the moment (including me) i dont know what im doing half the time my brain just feels like mush!!

Got an appointment with the OB on monday to discuss some issues i want more info on. Really not happy with my midwife service aberdeen is really going down hill with their quality of care been told i wont hear my babys heartbeat till 24 weeks any other girls have u been told this????? i want to know if its everywhere or just aberdeen.

Booked my 3D/4D scan for the Saturday 4th December at 10am Because aberdeen dont tell you the sex of your baby anymore (they were sued more than once for getting it wrong!) if you want to know in aberdeen we have to go to a place called the Broomhill centre they do lots of different packages so i thought ill go for a 3d this way i get to see my baby in so much detail AND find out the sex

Im 99.99999% sure im having a boy if im wrong ill be verrrrrrry shocked a happy shocked but im just so convinced im right lol already started making a list of boys names (dont need to with the girls ive had the same 2 for years lol)

Started getting the basics for baby ie bottles, bibs, vests, sleep suits i dont mind getting these in uni sex its just actual outfits ill be waiting to get also got our steriliser pay day this month will be getting my crib have chosen a lovely one from John Lewis for £150 including matress so fingers crossed they still have it


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Well hopefully time doesnt go too slow for ya! tbh i dont do hardly anything half the bloody time and i find it mostly goes quick- however im starting to be a bit eager to meet my princess now! wish it was december already!
So for that note i also hope that december seems to fly by so u can see ur littlun in 4d and it wil then only be a couple of weeks til my wee princesesses due date!

Ooo also...this is what i was like i just had a feeeling i was having a girl n hardly picked any boys names lol!

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